Trouble due to unfolding of past karma
Question
I have dreams triggered by samkaras that bring about nightfall, are they still there even if not triggered by a certain food or overeating a few bites to much?
When the karma unfolds I try to remain as witness and observer and not participate in reacting, will these karmic thoughts and bodily karmas like ejaculation be dis-charged for sure as long as Im not creating new voluntary acts in thought and deeds?
I even repent for these feelings and dreams and thoughts coming up, though they are just old impressions , I cant tell if they are wearing out going away disolving or if they are like a rot that is growing.
I do pray, meditate, study, yoga, and do my spiritual warfare, surrendering all, sacrificing all to The Lord. And i will keep doing this in thanks and praises, serving the lord and may HIS Grace come to us all.
Any advice and answers and reply would be tooken in gratitude, thank you for being here Dhananjay, s3
Answer
Past Samskara-s (impressions) that surface are sometimes of such strength that they manifest in the form of unwanted thoughts/actions/dreams despite oneself. The way out at such times is to stay calm, sticking to honest and regular practice, requesting the Lord for strength.
What is most important at such times is to never voluntarily give in/give up but stay true to the 'Dharma' (self-realization) via Brahmacharya, regular practice and God devotion.
In course of time, the storm passes and things stabilize.
ॐ तत् सत्
(That Supreme being is the absolute truth)